Shinobu kissing Ryohei... priceless

Sunday, August 11, 2002--12:30 a.m.
And so more people called me today. Making me feel very loved indeed. Charles called me a cried when I compared him to that main guy character form Love Hina. yes.... that was interesting. I was actually trying to remember if it was today or yesterday that he called cause my head is telling me today but my memory says yesterday. Ah well... my memories seems to becoming far more goldfish like by the day. *blub blub*

So anyways, i belive he called as I was taking a break from packing.. which he did cause I remember that much. I had just finished taking two full garbage bags of... garbage out of my room... which is still seriously messy even without all that crap cramed behind things and in corners. I think that my room is seriously the dirtiest room i've ever seen. I can't count the amount of spiders i killed or the amount of sipder webs i stuck my hands in and then freaked out......eww. I saw floor today that I hadn't seen in litterally years, and after all that effort I only managed to pack two more boxes making the grand total five at the moment. oh! and my N64 was packed away with all the games including the ones my brother bought for it. Doesn't matter anyways, i don't see him owning a N64 to play them on so they're mine now! wah ah ha ha! .... not that they're good games or that I even play them. There actually really crap games that I hate. Two WCW wrestling ones and a monster truck thing. But the important thing is that my Zelda games are packed safely away in their respective boxes... and so I had a moment of depressed silence as I packed away my N64... which I actually packed in it's original styrofome (sp) and box, that I found tucked away behind the couch in my room. Sometimes being a packrat pays off. hmmn. I also found the box my scooter came in.. but since my scooter will live in it's carry bag I can use the box for other scooter sized things. I swear. I wasn't going to pack away my N64 but I stood there and stared at it for a good two minutes and decided I probably wouldn't use it in the next three weeks so I'd might as well... but now that's it's packed I'm going to have this need to play Zelda... it'll happen and I'll be ever so spiteful. Hmmn.. my walls are completely bare now.. aside from the countless amounts of shelves I had my dearest daddy put up to house my bunches of anime tapes... which I never watch anymore ^-^;;. It's rather odd to look around a room that you've lived in for *counts on fingers* 13 years... wow.. and my family's military too. Anyways, yes. it's odd to look around the room now and have nothing up.. nothing there is not a single damned thing on those walls. not even the christmas lights that had been up for 10 of those long years and were very dusty.... very dusty. I hit me today that I'm moving out... I'm not sad or depressed even. it's just an odd feeling of being old. Which is slightly hard to deal with since the majority of my friends are younger than me by a max of 4 years. I'm just waiting for my mind to realize how much I'm going to miss this place and all the people here especially Shanno and Chibi... not that I want to pick favorites. Shanno I'll miss probably cause I won't have anyone in Toronto to tell my to "shut the hell up!!", "go home!!", "Get out of my house!!" and of course "have you stopped breathing yet?" lol! Sounds lovely doesn't she? That's my best friend in the entire world for ya! hmmn.. and Chibi. I'll miss the constant weirdness we come up with, and her talent to make me laugh like I've never laughed before. But of course there's always the high chance that I'll go broke with long distance bills. ah yes.. no food for me. But enough reflecting!

I was talking to Chibi today (speaking of which) I actually mannaged to call at a time when she wasn't working and apparently her brother knows the sound of my voice... my phone number... or that I'm possibly the only one of her friends that possesses her new phone number. But anyways Shane seems to answer the phone with a "Hi Sarah, Sara's still at work." and also a "Hi Sarah... one second. Sara! Phone! it's Sarah!" very interesting having a friend with the same name as you. and so I continue with my pointless rambling. Sara had apparently been off work all day and sitiing out on her trampoline. no no. she wasn't jumping at all. just sitting and apparently writing letters to friends of her's *is reminded to change her msn*. What reminded me to change my name? Well we spoke of the wonderfulness that is engrish and how her stationary has sayings like "My heart is flammable when I see your beautiful eyes" which is now my msn name. Very amusing. my next topic of rambling probably won't be understood by the masses if you haven't heard Ryohei speak. I'll do my best to describe it. He has the kind of voice that is... umm.. squeaky... and kinda.. ummm..... high. very adorable none the less. So I was speaking on this subject to Chibi and we laughed as i talked about how it gets even higher and squeakier when he's being picked on. Of course this was followed as all things should be with a impression on my part. which was funny in it's self since I couldn't squeak my voice like that... ah! rambling... wah ha ha.... Shinobu kissing Ryohei. priceless embarassment that I can devour and coo at.... he he he. and the two twins in FLAME are from OSAKA!!! Bweee!.. umm.. I got off topic. and so back to Chibi. She is also deprived and is coming over to visit me tomorrow... i have to actually wake up before 4 in the afternoon. I do believe I shall be up at 11am for the first time in a long time. and then I get to copy all the W-inds vcds and read her W-inds parody manga script which sounds very amusing....

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I seem to have run out of things to type about... Ja ne!

Freaking funny I sayz!!

Saturday, August 10, 2002--03:47 a.m.
Now that it's 3:47 in the morning and I'm sitting up reading webcomics I've found one that I'm recomending to all!

All Wishes Go read this all of you! it's so freaking funny! and there's no yaoi... but there are girls with big ass boobs that end up in their underwear sometimes.....which makes me wonder why I read it.. oh yeah! it's freaking funny that's why!

Penis piercing......

Saturday, August 10, 2002--12:19 a.m.
Yeesh. It's the fourth day IN A ROW that I didn't type in my stupid password right. Damn all these places with their rule that the password must be 6 characters or more. Pisses me off. Yes, and so another very uninteresting day as all mine are. I sat around my house waiting for Chibi to call.. which she didn't which meant that I didn't on online cause my computer lacks that call waiting feature that the family comp has.

So Josh called me today for the first time in ever.. or at least he was able to get through today cause I wasn't online... which doesn't happen very often. I was deprived of my downloading! *dies* so anyways, the point of my story is that he called and we had a nice little chat involving him and all his cottage outings he had... and how his friend rolled off the side of the boat and almost got caught under to motor... interesting people Josh knows. Then we began to talk about his wonderful little brother who I am conditionally engaged to.... the condition is that he stops saying dude... which will never happen. Anyways, be the ever trendy odd little person that he is, Kalen has decided that he wants to get his penis pierced. To which I said, meah, it's his thingie to play with... and then I laughed. But Josh seems to be very disturbed by the whole subject, while I myself just wanna be there to watch the poor boy cry. oh how I would laugh.

After that interesting conversation Shanno called and was actually able to get through to my house. She claimed that it was a miracle and I laughed as I always do when deprived of human contact. I relayed the info about Kalen wanting a piercing and Shanno agreed that she would also want to see him cry... I think I still have his straw... but I'm getting side tracked. So Shanno and I spoke of a great many things including the hotness of Japanese male stars with blonde hair. They are all georgous, specially the twins form FLAME which I have yet to find out anything about.... hmmn, there was a point to this topic but I forget what it was. And so I'll continue with something different.

So KaZaA decided to finally login for me, cause it loves me... cause it use it so often. I significantly shortened the list of files in my traffic section by cancelling all the DDR music... I just can't see me continuing them all (there were a lot) and so my w-inds downloads have taken over as the majority and all the other downloads must answer to them as the download hiarchy commands.... I so didn't spell that right. yes, and I've finially almost got one of the last preformances of Forever Memories, what a laugh that is. Poor Keita, puberty's a bitch when you need to hit super high notes.

And as I sit here attempting to makes sense of my rambling which is a product of my isolation from the rest of my age group I check my oekaki and amaze myself with the drawing of Ryohei I did. Even though now I see a million mistakes that could have been easily fixed if i had seen them while I was drawing it (his head being too wide is the major one) I still seem to feel a great sense of accomplishment for successfully drawing a real person. I think I might take it into photoshop and put a little text message on it and send it to my high school art teacher. She always bothered me to draw real people and I never wanted to. I think she might appreciate it.

Ja ne!

Friday, August 9, 2002--02:05 a.m.
aside from my droolable Ryohei layout. I took some quizes!

Gimme something good!
Find out what anime character cliche you are.


*clever*
What fuzzy creature are you?


Isn't magic great!?
Find out what anime villan you are.

that is all... ja ne again!

Friday, August 9, 2002--01:55 a.m.
As stated earlier I had this need to change the layout!.. even though I like to other one but I like this one too! it actually looks a lot like the other one... cept in different colors... and having Ryohei as a theme.... mmm.. Ryohei... :3~~~ Ah yes and I really REALLY like the picture of him in the title image up there! georgous! I actually found it today and thought "yummy..." and so I had to use it...... *watches more w-inds*

JA NE! *dances*

Thursday, August 8, 2002--06:31 p.m.
And so I actually left my house today. I went into town to meet my cousins... which wasn't very interesting cause all they talk about is heavy music, guitar, and getting drunk and high... very boring, I guess that's what happens when you're 3 years older than people.
In other news I'm thinking I'm going to give this thing a new layout for the first time in a good many months... probably something that I'll love... not that I don't love this one... but hmmn... *thinks*

ja ne...

Monday, August 5, 2002--11:05 p.m.
Wah ha ha! *passes out from laughter* And so I had a very interesting night indeed. The story begins when I was sitting at my computer, watching a wonderful Daft Punk video. Digital Dreams to be more specific. All of a sudden there's this loud thumping sound coming form across the hall (my brothers room)... I look over thinking "What the hell is he doing?" When I hear a squeal and louder thumping and my brother swings his door open, running in a crouched position, squealing. I look up to the door in the few seconds before he closes the door and see a small flying rodent flying around. Now my brother is a very big chicken, he is also afraid of mice and other tiny animals. So needless to say once he slams the door (phone in hand so the door wouldn't properly close cause the cord was through the door) I burst out laughing and walk to the bathroom where my mom was occupied in a nice relaxing bath and ask her what we should do about a bat in my brother's room. Laughing the whole time. Now if you knew my mom you could easily imagine the "What?" she let out as I laughed some more at my brother clutching his doorknob. So I pick up my cell. cause the phone was off the hook cause part was in my brother's hand and the other part was in his room. Brandon (my neighbour) saunders out of the computer room where he was playing Starcraft and walks into my brother's room where he begins to try to catch the thing with his hand. Meanwhile I had called my dad and he was on the way. So my brother mannages to gather his courage and throw Brandon a sheet with which to catch the bat with more ease. So anyways, in the end Brandon cought the bat and I got to coo at its cuteness. cause it was horribly cute even though it was hissing at me... I want one as a pet. As with every other cute little animal I see. Also once the bat was outside my brother ran around squealling about how he's now afriad of his room.
End of story
and so that was my eventful day.... err... night... but it's day to me... JA NE MINNA!!!!

Sunday, August 4, 2002--08:36 p.m.
Hmmn. it's been a very long while since I wrote in here. Probably cause I'm so damned lazy as of the late. Anyways, my news... is not much. I have no life anymore, not since Shanno went up to Ottawa with her family. I have no idea when she'll be back and living in Belleville, but I hope it's soon... *cries* I miss her! she's been gone... less than a week actually. this is what happens when I have no one to yell at me when I do stupid things. Not to mention she was the only one of my friends that lived in walking distance (seeing as how I'm 19 with no lincense... the shame.)
But I'm really expecting my mood to pick up when I move... in.. ummmm.... *checks calendar*... meep... almost four weeks, a little less. Then I'll talk to people in person again once I'm in Toronto... and maybe I'll get my inspiration and normal crazyness back as well. Yes, human contact inspires me I've come to realize as I sit here on my comp.... hmmn... I have to pack. I only have 3 boxes done.. and it's only my books, posters, and some toys.... need more packing done.. but that would mean that I'll have to clean my room.... This is going to be just like religon class *shudders* I'll get everything done a few days before I move. Such stress. and I do it to myself too. Mayhaps it'll be nice and cool tomorrow and I'll be able to movve around without passing out... that would be nice indeed. Hmmn... I'm so uninspired right now. I can't draw anything that looks remotely good... and worst of all is my inking ability. everytime I do a half good pencil sketch it dies when I ink it.. then I rip it and into the recycling it goes. *shakes fist* ... I need a life. I should go visit Sheena, or Candice, possibly Chibi... but I must pack.. and watch W-inds.... both are very important...
I was recently (10 mins ago) thinking of getting a live journal over at that other place that isn't pitas but is called livejournal.... imagine. Even thought I never update in this one... but I like those ones better. with their cute little emotion icons for every day. very awesome. but I was about to sign up when it told me I need someone to tell me the new account code cause they don't give it out... the anger... and so I'm not signed up.. I will be eventually.
In other news I'll be attending CN Anime for the weekend of the 23rd. I'm assuming I'll have tons of fun and will be able to draw after all the human contact I'll get... damn... drawing inspiration means I don't get anything done... which means I should get all packing done before that weekend.... oh the horror... the EVIL! I must stop my procrastinating.. hmmn... I have to call Chibi... *skips away hummin Feel the Fate - W-inds* damned song's been in my head for forever.... *dies*

Yay! No spell checking cause I'm lazy!!!! *dances*

Saturday, June 22, 2002--02:57 a.m.


Take the "How Do You Use Magic?" test! Written by Brimo


.... and my name is bob....



You're a loner. You're completely OBLIVIOUS to just about anything except "being the strongest". By the way, your friends are dead. Let them rest. ReverseBlade!

that quiz made me sad.. my friends are .. dead??? *cries*



Take the "Which Anime pet are you?" test!

excellence!!! Kuroneko!!!!

Wednesday, June 19, 2002--02:12 a.m.
Ack! Tonight is a scary night! First I actually work on some pages for my manga! Second, I blog! I think the world may just be ending. So what's happened lately? Went to anime north, spent over $300 on manga and artbooks. Met a wicked cool guy named Dan there who is absolutely georgous.. umm... next I did a whole semester's worth of work in just two days! I am THE QUEEN of procrastination. I'm done all my exams and therefore am also done high school! I no longer have stress blocking my creativity and have done at least 10 oekakies in the past three days. I drew a page to my manga and updated my manga site with a gallery, manga pages, and story summary.. I went out and bought the material for my prom dress! It's going to be awesome (my own personal design)... I can't think of anything else but I do know this much! I'm on a roll!!!!

Sunday, May 5, 2002--12:12 a.m.
It's quiz time!

Tell me something I didn't know!

which member of nittle-grasper from gravitation are you? click here!

That was it! wah ha ha! the greatest test in the world and I got the greatest person! *dances*
Ja ne minna!

Friday, May 3, 2002--08:02 p.m.
So charles was complaining about me not making any entries in this of the late so I am doing so now so he can stop his damned complaining like a sissy.
so anyways, many things have happened between my last entry and now. One being that my parents have split up. but I'm not going to linger on that subject cause it still upsets me slightly.
I am getting ever so excited about Anime North (for those of you who don't know, I'm going) which is in three weeks. I am looking forward to theyaoi rooms the most *drools* I shall burn all my money on doujinshi and yaoi manga. life will be good. I'm also trying to fand many yaoi series and oavs and what nots. some of which are Ai no kusabi, Fake, Level C and others. I shall get them all eventually *shakes fist* this I swear.
Currently I'm watching a ai no kusabi video clip and I absolutely love the way it drawn. so nice... *trils of and stares into space* *shakes head* where was I.. ah yes! Yaoiness....
In conclusion yaoi is gooooooooood
ja ne!

Monday, April 22, 2002--04:31 p.m.
Yay for archiving!!!